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but wont be dlting this blog. :D

Had literature paper & chinese listening today. Everything went on quite smoothly actually. (: Woke up @ 6 plus to prepare to meet vivian for mac breakfast. Then, we went over to meet icgf @ 815.

After literature paper was break time. Then alicia and I gone mad outside our classroom. We were imitating animals' sound. Probably too stress over our literature or smth like that. :\ Then, worst. Every sound were not right. Let's see ..

Alicia: Let's make the sound of rabbit! (Sounds like toad) " Rabbit ~ Rabbit. "
Xiaoqi: Dog ley? :D
Alicia/Xiaoqi: Gou! Gou! Gou! (Chinese pronounciation of dog).
Alicia/Xiaoqi: Jellyfish! : Jelly, jelly. :D
Alicia/Xiaoqi: Sotong! : Sotong, sotong, blurp blurp! ;D
Alicia/Xiaoqi: Horse? : Hhooorrrrsssseeeeeee ~
Alicia/Xiaoqi: Sheep? Sheeeeeeeeep, Sheeeeeeeeeep.

ARHHHH, last and final one. :D
Alicia/Xiaoqi: Hamster? : Ham ham ham hamster ~ (constipation face).

LMAO! After exams, I met alicia/pillow/vivian/shawn @ fajar mac to study. Pillow and Shawn were sitting together. LOL, & we leaved them for a table and we sit opposite tables of them. We were camwhoring and finally decided to quiet down and revise for history. :} Then we start to revise yoh! Then, we were so noisy lohs. I also wonder why. :\

Went back home ard 600 and i'm so tired now. Yarh, smth to say. :} If you know my meaning, shhhhh. If you dont know my meaning, guess it yourself. :D

MEOWMI LOVE CHIHUAHUA.
CHIHUAHUA LOVE MEOWMI.
both of them are seen hugging each other!
ewwwwww~ :\

Seriously, I think i need counselling soon. LOLS, too stress up lah dey! I want to sleep early today so dont call me anyone! :D

dont feel like posting, dont feel like talking unless there's smth worth posting about it.
- till the next time. (:

sometimes it's hard, but it isn't with determination. (:

alot of times you made the decision to do smth, but when is the time when you have the determination to do it? :\
you know, i often make alot of decisions, but i dont have the determination to do it.
this makes my effort gone to waste, yeap?
you'll have to sacrifice alot of things for having determination. *nods.
it'll be tough, but who's gonna persevere till the end?
i want to try, wish me good luck guys. ;D

people people! dont worry about my previous post lerh. nothing alr, everything solved. Talked, forgive lerh. (: Today had Geography paper, yeah you know how well I did right? :\ I studied this morning at 4+, and yes i woke up early to study. In the end, the exams I still cant really do well. You know, it's just my thought lurh. I was like, i'm dead for my 8 marks qns. Ahwww, God bless me please. :S Tmrw's having lessons. I feel that it's ridiculous. Cant they just put all the exams together and finish them once and for all? I'm feeling kinda of a what-is-all-this-about-i'm-bored mood. Dont understand? It's those when you just anyhow type and you dont even know why you type this lurh. Example? What i'm doing now. -,-

i'm hungry lohs, when you come my house you better eat first. Cause i'm so hungry now and my house have nothing to eat. D; idk why other's house can like, have so much food except for my house. Bread? Urgh, no please. I'm gonna vomit alr if any bread is right in front of me. );

sorry, but nothing more to post. Probably i'll come back soon lurhs. :)
-cai'ahqi loves you all. :}

life is difficult, love is complicated. (:

people! i'm having english exams tmrw yet i'm slacking here. oh well, i'm lazy to study lurhhhh! D; can anyone understand how i'm feeling now? ohkay, i have to go study now or i'll be able to predict how cham i am going to be tmrw. People, wish me good luck and chat with me ohkay? ;D I'm feeling rather bored. :\

one sentence before i leave. 'When you know your mistake, show some effort to change it or your friends will leave you.' :) not shooting anyone, but i just felt the urge to say it. Will post when i'm using later. :D

it's not always what you see is right, it may be wrong too.

No names is gonna be mentioned here. Figure it out yourself if you're smart.
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1st: You only see what I didn't do, did you see for yourself what I do for you? Probably I'd promised, but you see; often I'm there. It's just a matter of fact of how you think of me. I didn't know I behave so disappointingly in your mind uh. Until now then I know. I thought you always trusts me, and always thinks that I'm with you. But, you didn't. Only because of the little things that's happening nowadays and you said I didn't kept up to what I promised? You should think for yourself, when didn't I be there? I'm always there, it's only when do you want to find me and need me! You can say I'm stupid, 'cause idk when do you even want me or need me. You didn't even know sometimes i'm hurt by what you said or what you did. Yes, maybe I did promise you and everything, but most of the times when you're sad, the one you'll find is not me! I can say that, except for some problems which I know, you wouldn't find me at all. Sometimes you would ignore me, I mean I should be the first one I thought? If you think I didn't kept up to my promise, please think of yourself first. And, sometimes you would just suddenly ignore me like i-dont-know-what-to-say? I didn't even do anything and you just ignore me. Please, you know i'll be sad right? I'm not trying to get a chance to complain or whatsoever, I just wanna say I think I live up to my promise. I'm not angry, so dont worry. :) If you know it's you, I think we should talk.

2nd: I bet no one knows the feeling of 'suddenly-being-unimportant'. I mean, it's such a thing that's difficult to understand right? When you think that you're being left out and you tell the group about it, they will either say that you think too much OR we didn't, it's you who dont join us kind of thing. No one would ever say, "oh, we're sorry." and tries to include you in. I mean, who would? It's such a putting down your pride and do it thing. Wont they even feel that they neglected me? I mean, in the past I used felt so important among them, that I have to bear the responsibilities of certain things and stuffs. Now? Forget about it lurh, I dont even feel that anyone would look at me. Probably they think that I'm a grown up now, I dont need any attention or smth. But ain't I a human? I mean, everyone would love pple to care about them no matter how old or how young they are right? I'm not saying about any of my friends so please dont worry. ;) seriously, i'm fine.

3rd: I seriously felt i'm really jelly. Jelly as in like, urgh! I'm shameful to say this but I think I'll still say it lurh. I dont want to cry so easily. I mean, I want to be brave and unsensitive. Seriously, I think my attitude sucks-like-shit. You'll ask why right? Let me tell you : I dont like to go out with pple who I dont know or I dont know well. Weird? idk lurhs, is like you'll feel insecure and you cant be yourself. Maybe to some of you you'll think, "Just be how you want to be. They wont even care about you." No, seriously I cant stand it. And, I just cry even when people start to be fierce with me. This just shows how jelly I am right? I dont like, I seriously dont like it. I mean, crying wont even solve the problem what for I cry? But, i'm born like this. Sometimes I just cant stand some pple's attitude. Either i'll cry or i'll shout back that's all. I felt it's stress lurh, to need to mind about pple's temper. I dont like when people just vent their anger on me. I mean, there's other way to do it right? It's hurting and it's lame lurh. :\

4th: Can anyone please tell me if my look is really that common? I mean, alot of pple said that I look like their ex girlfriend. I mean, why do I look like them siah? I cant find anyone who look like me lorh, not even pple with the same bday, the same name as me. Kinda fed-up los. -,-

(sorry guys, will post about my life some other day.)

A big big dedication for staciabaobao!
(owe you derhs! :})

- baobao! ;D we're baobaos for 11 mths lerhs leyh! that's fast right? you're turning 14 today, & i hope that you'll become more mature ohkays? (oppse!) i rmbed your birthday, claps for me! you have to take-great-care ohkays? you stay cute, stay pretty, & stay lovely alright? maybe we're not that clsoe yet, but we have to build up the r/ship ohkay? if there's a chance, let's be in the same class next year ohs! let's hope that we'll get closer & closer ohkay? narhs, i give you one wish. go wish, go wish! xP lols, iloveyoubaobao!<3 happy 14th birthday to my dearest baobao ohkays? :D

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i just wanna say, dont treat your friends like trash. you'll regret. (:

I'm here to post some messages for some of my friends. Not going to post about my life. :)

ALICIA♥: Aiai/Les'partner! I'm sorry for the past few weeks. Now, I promise we wont be like last time anymore. We have to be BFF ohkays? You really cheer me up alot. Whenever I need you, you are always there for me. When I dont need you, you're still there. LOL, you have to smile often yarh? No matter what, you know you have me. & I hope we can be like when we're in pri6, so innocent & loving. Hahahas, you must always be with me ohkays? I think if you've not appear in my life, I wont know the real meaning of 'highness'. You really taught me alot, to be brave/open/high & even be defensive. :) W/o you i think I will still be bullied by others bahs. Let's not hide anything from one another liao ohs! Have anything just tell each other hao mah? I'm sorry for the times when I throw my temtrum(?) at you. Forgive me alrights? Aiai♥ forever ~

PILLOW♥: Dearie/Laogong/Gay'partner! Thanks for the times when you accompany me when I need you. You're really very nice person to be with. Hahahas, I'm so glad to have a friend like you. Who is constantly reminding me of my actions. When I did something wrong unknowingly, you will tell me so that I'll change. I really wanna thankyou for the times when you cheer me up & go mad with me. I really cant forget the day when you, alicia & I went mad. We said the, "Huang Shang, Gong Gong" thingy. Remember right? :D hahahas, I really thank you so much. BFF alrights? :} Let's go to the beach someday. ILY♥.

STEPHANIE♥: Superglue Baobeitwinny! It's really amazing how we get to know each other so fast. You & I are very different in terms of characters & personality. You're brave, I'm not. You're somewhat independent, I'm not. But you & I really 'xin ling xiang tong' uhhs. You know, everytime you're sad, I hope that I'll be the one who will & can cheer you up, but I'm always not the one. Sometimes we'll quarrel, & I still remembered that sentosa trip, ICGF quarrelled with me right? Hahahas, the misunderstanding. I cried really hard that day. But, although sometimes I'm sad, you are always the one who confort me. When I'm happy, you're the one who accompany me to high although sometimes you really dont feel like being high. We dont hide anything from one another le ohkays? What you feel, you just say it out bahs(: LOVES,♥.

AHLIAH♥: Baby! (: Although i'm still not really close w/ you, & I get to know you a little better through alicia & vice versa, but I'm sure there will be one day when we'll be able to be close derhs. You know, I always hoped that we'll share little secrets with one another, & we'll be able to trust each other that none of the other party would say out no matter what. I know this will happen, just one day. Let us build up this r/ship alrights? So that we'll never hide anything from each other again. I know you're straightforward & sometimes will hurt others because of what you say, but friends should always accept the others good & bad. If I dont accept other's good & bad, then how do I get along with others right? (: You know, I'm always be here for you. ♥

XINYI♥: My super crazy SIAO'Partnerr! <3 Heys, we know each other for such a long time alr. Hahahas, I hope we'll get back that last time r/ship again. We're so close in pri5! Remember marker? Lol, it wasn't on purpose at first until I did it to you right? Then after that we started this 'marker game'. Oppse, I missed those times really. You do also right? You know, you really helped me alot & we always decide on things together. If it wasn't for you, I really dont know the meaning of 'fun' luhs. You're really a super duper good friend. Hope we'll be good again. Hehs, ♥.

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Tadah~ That time YOG photo. I know, it's kinda late but; better late then never right? ;}}

Didn't went to school today. Ytd night was having fever. Then I still doing Mrlin's Maths. You know, add-on to the fever lo. Then, today morning went to clinic. Bought back 5 medicine. 4 tablets & 1 syrup. Eeks, hate syrups & tablets. Or should I say I hate medicines? The thought of me eating them already makes me wanna vomit. After eating in the morning around 10am, 11 plus felt like sleeping so went to sleep. Until 1 plus, woke up and bathe. Headed to WS to collect my hmwks. :} Met ICGF & steph went to eat with me. Thanks baobei. & alicia/pillow, you 2 arhs better sleep well lo. Later panda eyes then you know. -,-

Just ate my medicine & felt very sleepy again. Out of 5 types of medicine, 4 types will cause drowsiness. What is this man? Make me so sleepy everytime. I cant even do my hmwk lo. Then how? LOL! I didn't decide to rest in this 3 days MC, I think I will try to revise the past topics for EOY & also try to finish my piled up hmwk. Hahahas.

Oh, I think the medicine is taking its effect now. :\ Felt so weak, & blur. I think I should go & rest alr. You all sleep well also, & dont ever get sick again 'cause medicine really sucks. -,-

1st picture: taken in sec 1. Alicia & I both love this pictureeeee. :} 2nd picture: taken in steph's house w/ pillow. :} ICGF gathering there. Hahahas! 3rd picture: in church with doris. Taken when I was crazy luhhh. -,- 4th picture: oh! went for the YOG thingy with icgf, yuekai & junyong. Hurms, i'm after the makeup. LOL! 5th picture: pillow & i after makeup. Still @ the yog thingy. Her fringe cool right? :}}} 6th picture: alicia & me after makeup. :D still it's the yog thingy.

all outdated photos. :} today it's holiday. Hurms, or should i say it's not the holidays at all? There's still 2 maths paper to do & it's from Anglican &  Anglo-Chinese leyyy! How can I possibly be able to do w/o getting crazy? I'm going to stress out again today. Other hmwks are completed except for the papers. -,- I'm like, how to do it. Ohkay, please wish me good luck.

Going to the library today again w/ steph. LOL! Hope we'll be able to get the books we want lurh.

I'm still coughing & having flu luh. It's simply unbearable & terrible ohkay? I hate it lurh. Arghs. When will it recover? D;